I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
I'm still remembering the pain & the mind games
Reverse psychology never tainted me
The world have changed or have I changed in a way?
I'm trying to remain and trying not to go insane
They say the cream will always rise to the top
They say that good people are always first to drop
To find a better day, should I just walk away?
But now i truly realise that some people just don't want to compromise
I know I made a few mistakes but I am sick of these silly games
I guess this time it really is goodbye
And I never thought it would turn out this way
Through the years, I held your hand tight
Those simple words could be hard
And you caught me completely off guard
Have I let you down hard?
The things we used to say
I feel so nervous when I think of yesterday
Like dying in the sun, dying in the sun
I tried to be perfect, as perfect to you
But I guess I could never be compared to her
Will you hold on to me when I am feeling frail?
Will you hold on to me?
I wanted to be so perfect, you see
But you left me so sore
And the one thing that I had was you
But I knew I was going to lose you someday
But they say it'll work out fine
Was it all a waste a time?
Will I forget you in time?
They say time heals all wounds
Will my scar eventually heal?
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